I just hate you so much!!

I am nobody to you..
We are nobody to you..
You only concerned about yourself and your family.
You have made a clear picture and shove it to my face..
It's enough, you are hurting me badly
You always said you will protect me from anything
I'm the most important thing in your life
You care about my feelings the most
I'm the most precious thing to you
Heck, you wake me up from the dreams you have always made me..
Your sweet words no longer works on me..
Last time, whoever hurt my feelings or image, you will stand up for me in no time..
Last night, you asked me back what I want you to do?
It's funny to wonder why am I still in this shit?
You are afraid of trouble and things that may affect your ego..
You are always afraid..
What about me then??
I'm not made of steel or diamond or rock
I have feelings too but you push my feelings aside and only concern about yours
You cant stand people scolding me and now, you just sit aside and ask me what I want
I choose to be together with you, not because you are rich or smart
It's because the way you concerned about me, the way you care for my feeling, the way you pampered me..
Things have changed..
All matter to you now is your god-damn ego and how we are going to humiliate you in the future..
Since that's the case, get out of our life..
We no longer need you anymore..
I dont need you anymore..
I may be weak, but I dont need a weaker person to lead me in my life..
I need someone who is strong enough to hold my hand, and tell me everything is going to be fine.
You'll be fine with me.
Guess you are not the person..
I'm so stupid to wait for the moment to come..
The moment will never arrive I bet.
I'm just so dumb to let all this happen, dumb enough to love you so much till my feelings was put aside and left untouched.
You have teach me not love anyone more than myself, because I was dumb enough to put you as the first priority in my life..
I'm hating you more and more, cause I just love you too deep.