What a week...

Huh.. It has been a hectic week with all my travelling to KL and Ipoh, relationship and my family's unsolved problems. My body and mind is exhausted.. You see, I have been so busy till i dont even have time to type my blog.. SIGH..
First, let's talk about my studies. I'm going to SEGI soon.. I was worry about my accomodation all the while, where to stay, how to go to classes.. Then need to explain to my parents where i'm going to stay, who is staying in the house too.. Bla bla bla.. That's why i do not have time for anything. Went around USJ 2 area; looking for a room. Found 2 rooms. 1 is a master bedroom, with air-con which requires rm 360 not including utilities. Another one is a small room, with a sofa, wireless-internet, with a ceiling fan which requires only rm 300; including utilities but what i do not like is the rules. I cant cook more than 5 minutes which means i can only do light cooking. If it's heavy cooking, i need to pay rm 25 more. Next, the small bathroom which is located downstairs. I cant even wash my clothes there. So i called my parents and told them about my options. Finally, i end up staying in Nilai and travel to classes.
Second, about my relationship. Yes, i have ended it. I know things are not fair to him. As he always said, things are just not fair for all human-being. I cant handle so many issue at the same time. Yes, we do have happy moments together but at the same time, i'm facing alot of pressure from people. People are judging my studies and my relationship. I need to take something off and i have chosen the relationship. I'm sorry for breaking his heart and hurting his feelings. But frankly, i do appreciate those moments. Not only that, i still miss alvin. No matter how he treated me, i have more happy moments with him. Though he may be clumsy at times, guess that is why i love him from the beginning till now. In order to think less, i just have to stop it. People, dont think you could understand the problem of ours (the three of us). It's too complicated for you to understand. ANd if you think you understand, honestly you dont. PLease stop spreading fake news all around. You want to know the truth? Ask anyone of us. We will explain.
Third, my family. They have been giving me alot of pressure nowadays. They do not understand how my program goes and works. No matter how many times i explained to them, they do not want to except and understand or at least try to understand. SIgh.. Now, they dont bother as long as i can finish my degree in this coming two years. But ..... too bad.. I dont think i will be getting a car. I thought of getting a car to continue my dog business. But, my dad..... SIgh,.. Guess i need to depend on my own to get a car. Sob sob.. Gambateh.. You can do it gal!!!
After i have gone through my relationship problem, i can understand who are my good friends who understand me and who are those fakers who pretend that they are listening to me but backstab me once i'm not around. Guess you know who you are. I'm not planning to explain or whatever things. Things are just too complicated to explain as well as feelings too. Thanks for those who stays on with me when i have ups and downs. For those who know you are fakers, please beware..
Here, i want to thank a person who has been loving me for so long. He has been there no matter how i have treated him. I gave him the ugliest sight of me, the worst moment in his life, the bad experience, the torturing feelings, and yet... his heart remains for me.. Thank you so much for loving me even i had treated you in such a cruel way. In this week, i have learnt that you are the best thing happened in my life. I will learn how to appreciate you... Give me some time okay?? I will prove to you... We are two of a same kind.. You know what i mean...
So, i gotta end here. Neck pain already. Gotta sleep too... Nitez people